wandering along this broken path

urgency pushes and torments

my thoughts are clouded

emotions emerge and churn

 

this pioneer, searching

with each long, overcrowded step

lost becomes my imaginal soul

unsure of which direction to go

 

darkness haunts all that’s left

as glimpses of light allure my gaze

like my once safe environment

I am breaking down consciously

 

the path becomes ruin

as i find the edge of a cliff

the crumbling pieces forever falling

into perfect disorderly order

 

with no remains of the path ahead

I can fall into the abyss

or leap through the crisis

into the birth of a certain unknowing

 

chaos and crowding keep

moving me closer to the edge

there are so many here

yet I stand alone

 

with one evolutionary breath

I surrender in complete silence

contractions pushing

the portal beckoning

 

I leap without leaping

into the cosmic dance

and expand into the oneness

of Universal Divine Humanity